~ ALL ABOUT HER ~

hye there blog.....
huh.....
I got something to expose here......
Is it ok??

heh....
well....
this week....cuma 2 hari ja sya p skul....
sbb....doctor ckp sya kna rehat dlam masa seminggu...
asthma sya dtng kmbali.....
then hari ni sya dmam.....dn sukar untk brnafas.....
knpalah pnyakit tu kmbali......
adeii....

heh....
actually....i'm going to talk abaut her.....


hari ne sda masuk 2 hari dia x on9....
hati sya rindu pla sama dia tau....
biarpun dia xdpt on9....
tpi sya still...
akn mnunggu jga.....sbb sya sda prnah brjanji dngn dia....
akan munggu dia bila2 masa shaja.......
dn sya msti mnunaikn jnji sya....
hnya untk dia....
sya snggup...buat apa saja....untk dia....
biarpun keadaan sya ni agak kurang sihat....
tpi...sya akn tunggu dia juga....
smpai dia on9 balik...
sya tau dia skrg ada bnyk masalh sjak pndah d sna....
sbb itulah sya msti bntu dia....
huh.....
tpi apalah jga sya dpt bntu kalau d face book ja...
but at least....sya akn mmbantu dia.....
supaya dia hppy.....
itu saja apa yg sya mau....

huhhhh.....
i miss her smile....
i miss everything about her.....
now that we were far away....
but....i still love her as the first we met....

dear....
sorry bcause i am not loving u for the first....
sorry because of me.....u change....
sorry for evrything....
but now.....
i realise that.....
ur the one.....who took something from me.....
u took something that is long dusty old in my chest....
u took my heart....
and i promise.....
i never let u down....
because i want u to have it and take a good care of it.....
as i take a good care of yours....
even if we were far now.....
i will still love u.....
as always....
i will remember u.....
always....
because....i know that u the one who i can trust......
and i have being trusted u since u attend in my life....
i love u...

its like i want to scream to call ur name...
but i know that....u cant hear me....because we were so far now....

i miss u dear....
i miss to hold ur hand....
i miss to lay my head on ur shoulder.....
i miss the time when we had our lunch together....
i miss the time when i give u some "cola float"....
i miss the time when i was giving u a chocolate cake....
because i know its was ur favorite.....
i miss everything about you.....

HOPE THAT ONE DAY GOD GIVE US A CHANCE.....
TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN......
AND I'M VERY HOPE....THAT.....
U WERE MY SOUL MATE.....
amen~