Friday 15 June 2012

~REMEMBERING YOU~

Forgetting you has been the toughest for me
as I still remember the days
when you looked at me, you
told me that you will never leave me,
you said you will be there for me forever.


Its been weeks since you left me,
and it's gonna be years to me.
but I have been kept waiting for you
thinking you will return one day,
as that day never came by.
But I still remember you and love you
as always I have been doing.

I still remember when I used to love you,
when you meant the world to me,
when I adored you, gave you my heart,
when I gave you my life,
when I held you when you cried.
My tears just roll out when I think all this now.
Now I feel how precious were those times,
when I used to be with you,
when I used to talk to you,
when I used to think about you whole day.

I still remember our memories we made together,
I remember the way you would hug me,
how we sat and talked just for a while,
laughter the way we smiled,
I could feel the intensity of your embrace,
the heat of your breath,
the brightest smile of yours,
the curves of your face, the feel of your hair.
I still remember those golden days.

I still remember the first time we met,
your smile just caught my attention,
where I fell for you.
I still remember those days
where I had to bunk my classes just to meet you,
those days when we used to go for movies.
Its all history now as I am missing all those days,
missing your touch, your feel, your shining brown eyes
in which I used to look at it and admire.

I still remember all the pain, hurt, and fear
we both used to share among each other.
I remember how much I wanted to embrace you in my
arms and not let any thing hurt you.
I still remember how I used to console you
when you were in tears; a hug was all what you needed
I could feel the heartbeat of yours
whenever I used to hug you.
I just cannot forget all of these as I still love you,
from the bottom of my heart.
I'll remember it all until my dying day.
 
TRUE STORY.....
I love You........
OTTEY AK DUNCAN.......
Cheers !!
~I feel sad when I look at this picture....this is the picture where I was with her before.....the picture where I meet her.....the picture that I get to know her at this place......I miss this place........miss it very much...like I miss her....I miss her very much........she was far away now.....I'm always gonna miss her......I will remember you always......and I'll keep waiting for you to come back....~  
  ~ I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO~
...I PROMISE...

Wednesday 6 June 2012

my old life start again


hmm BLOGGER....
1st time sya post d blog ni...
mind if i start my 1st story around here......
hee....here it goes.....


cuti sekolah ni adalah masa yg sngat buruk bgi sya......
semua orang,kwan2 sya.....sngt enjoy dngn masa cuti durang.....
tpi sya.....
mungkin tdak.......
sya rsa mngkin msa cuti ni adalah msa sya untuk bersedihh.....
sya rsa sedih mngkin sbb sya rinduukn dia sngat.....
sbb dia sdah brlepas balik Sarawak ptang tadii....
dia brlepas dri sini tpat jm 3p.m tdi.....dan smpai d sana dlm masa lbih kurng jm 6p.m...
huh~
pa ble buat laa knn....its her life to go on....
sya tau yg dia tdak mau tnggalkan tmpat nii.....tpi dia msti ikut parents dia balik brsama...


dan mula dri skrg......
hidup sya akan brmula d sini tnpa dia.....
sbnarnyaa....hidup sya brmula kmbali dngn kehidupan sya yg lama.....
sya suka dngn kehidupan sya yg baru.....brsama dngn dia.....
tapi.....dia sdah balik Sarawak........tanah air dia sndiri....
sbelum dia prgi.....
sya cuma dpat mluangkan masa sama dia....kurang dripada 3mnggu....
hurmm....
nmpaknya...kmi trpaksa "LONG DISTANCE"
mngkin ini adalah kehendak tuhan untuk brjauhan dngn dia.....
sya harap sya akan brjmpa lagi dngn dia 3 tahun akan dtg.....
...................................................
dia sdah brjanji...yg dia akn balik sini 2 atau 3 tahun akn datng....
jdi....apa yg sya harus buat skrg ialah...TUNGGU....serta brsabar.....
itu sahaja yg sya mmpu buat skrg.....
dan sya harus mneruskan kehidupan lama sya tnpa dia d sisi sya.....
sya sntiasa brdoa agar dia sntiasa slamat....


thankx for reading.........