~MY SPORTS LIFE~

Hey blog!! ehehe.....
lama dh x update blog ne.....
malas mau update...ini pn ada org paksa (-.-')....
so....update ja laa...eheh....

ermm...today...
sya mau bgi tau tntang hidup sya...wakaka....
tngok title ja pn dh tau dh....

I like to sports....
I used to be a basketball player.....
1st...sya blum tau apa game mau main....
so...sya try laa basketball ni.....
bila dh p pemilihan basketball....
kna pilih untk jadi pmain kekal....so...kira ok laa tuu....eheh

my 1st team is Red Dragon Team in the year 2006-2008.....
so...I played 2 years in the team....
heh...
but at the same time......
my dad give me a permission to train with other coach....
training Badminton.......

ehe....masa tuu....
2 dh game yg sya main.....
ptang train basketball and mlm pula train badminton laa.....
eheh....tpi xlaa jga pro sngat.....
asal dpt main jerr....ehe

but now....
time to go forward....

I had played another game.....
stiap hari jumaat....mesti wajip pegi main futsal......ehe....
trpngaruh dngn kawan2.....
so....sya tubuhkn team yg baru....
D.U.F.C(Dynamic United Futsal club)~name from our class in SMK LBK....
ehe....


lpas tuu.....
sya kna bawa p testing main bola sepak....ada pemilihan untk Sabah Red Devil junior....
so....p ja laa.....xda pa jga mau buat time2 cutii....
and then the coach pick me to play and train with them.....

hari ini brsamaan dgn 15 nvmber...
kmi ada friendly dgn Tabs Bandaraya (lihat d atas).....
nmpak tuu org yg pkai baju hitam M.U tuu??
yg d tngah2 tuu.....
sya laa tuu...ehehe
kmi kalah dngn mata 3-0.....
xpalaa....ehe....better luck next time......


lpas ja hbis game...
smua coach bawa pmain2 yg hmpa ni....
pegi mkn d kdai....kna blanja coach....ehehe....

slepas order mknan yg mau d mkn....
tiba2 ada org pnggil sya untk jmpa dia......but speaking in english....
bdannya bsar,tinggi....sya ada sikit takut....tpi mukanya cm peramah ja...
so...sya p ja laa.....
well...he said to me.....
he want me to play in his team.....
but not badminton or futsal or foot ball or else.......
its RUGBY.....
waooo!!!!!!!
kna pelawa masuk team rugby lgi......

sbnarnya...org tuu....
professional coach Rugby,original from New Zealand....
a professional coach in sabah.....
also coach from St.Micheal Pnampang....
he was a rugby player at Sabah Warrior.....
the top team in sabah.....
he really want me to train and play in his team......
woa!......


and then I just say....."yeah,maybe....I'll think about it...."
hehehe....ituu laa yg trjadi hari ni.....
sya pn xtau apa mau buat lpas ni....
maybe I'll change my profession to RUGBY or stay as Football player....
I should ask my parents first.....
heee......


actually kn....
bnyak lgi yg ble sya main....
golf,
bola baling....
olahraga....
tpi ini ja laa yg sya bgi tau...
eheheheeheh......peace!!!!!

~ ALL ABOUT HER ~

hye there blog.....
huh.....
I got something to expose here......
Is it ok??

heh....
well....
this week....cuma 2 hari ja sya p skul....
sbb....doctor ckp sya kna rehat dlam masa seminggu...
asthma sya dtng kmbali.....
then hari ni sya dmam.....dn sukar untk brnafas.....
knpalah pnyakit tu kmbali......
adeii....

heh....
actually....i'm going to talk abaut her.....


hari ne sda masuk 2 hari dia x on9....
hati sya rindu pla sama dia tau....
biarpun dia xdpt on9....
tpi sya still...
akn mnunggu jga.....sbb sya sda prnah brjanji dngn dia....
akan munggu dia bila2 masa shaja.......
dn sya msti mnunaikn jnji sya....
hnya untk dia....
sya snggup...buat apa saja....untk dia....
biarpun keadaan sya ni agak kurang sihat....
tpi...sya akn tunggu dia juga....
smpai dia on9 balik...
sya tau dia skrg ada bnyk masalh sjak pndah d sna....
sbb itulah sya msti bntu dia....
huh.....
tpi apalah jga sya dpt bntu kalau d face book ja...
but at least....sya akn mmbantu dia.....
supaya dia hppy.....
itu saja apa yg sya mau....

huhhhh.....
i miss her smile....
i miss everything about her.....
now that we were far away....
but....i still love her as the first we met....

dear....
sorry bcause i am not loving u for the first....
sorry because of me.....u change....
sorry for evrything....
but now.....
i realise that.....
ur the one.....who took something from me.....
u took something that is long dusty old in my chest....
u took my heart....
and i promise.....
i never let u down....
because i want u to have it and take a good care of it.....
as i take a good care of yours....
even if we were far now.....
i will still love u.....
as always....
i will remember u.....
always....
because....i know that u the one who i can trust......
and i have being trusted u since u attend in my life....
i love u...

its like i want to scream to call ur name...
but i know that....u cant hear me....because we were so far now....

i miss u dear....
i miss to hold ur hand....
i miss to lay my head on ur shoulder.....
i miss the time when we had our lunch together....
i miss the time when i give u some "cola float"....
i miss the time when i was giving u a chocolate cake....
because i know its was ur favorite.....
i miss everything about you.....

HOPE THAT ONE DAY GOD GIVE US A CHANCE.....
TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN......
AND I'M VERY HOPE....THAT.....
U WERE MY SOUL MATE.....
amen~

I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE TO YOU

I MISS TO HOLD YOUR SOFT HAND

MY HEART JUST FOR YOU DEAR

~MY EVERY SINGLE NIGHT~

I miss you when something good happen......
Because your that I need and I want to share with......

I miss you when something is troubling me......
Because you the one understand me so well......

I miss you when I laugh and cry......
Because I know that you are the one who can make my laughter grow and my tears disappear......

I miss you all the time.....
But I miss you the most when I lay awake at every night,
and think all the wonderful times that we spent with each other.......
for those were some of the best moment and most memorable time of my life......

Now that I know that you were very far away from me.....
but my love for you never die.....
day after day......it will keep and keep......increasing.......
just for you.....
I will never let you go even if we were far.....
I may not see you as I used to see you at school......

Because I love you.....
Dear,
I know that you may not hear me saying this.....
but I know that you can read what I want to tell.....

"I NEVER LET YOU GO.....
I'M AFRAID WHEN BEING FAR WITH YOU......
MORE AFRAID WHEN I LOSE YOU.....
I WILL KEEP WAITING FOR YOU....
UNTIL YOU CAME BACK FOR ME.....
AND.....I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE.....
THAT I LOVE YOU...."

"I MISS YOU BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE"

~HAPPY TO BE WITH HER~

HYE,
hee...
today was my 2 months with her.....
i know its just two months.....not long enough.....
everyone can get that far.....
but i will try to go further.....
keep our relationship strong....

but,theres a little group of couples.....
can be in the relationship......
LONG DISTANCE......
i was so happy with her.....
because....she never leaved me even thought she was very far away from me.....
i will keep waiting for her to come back.....

i still remember when i used to be with her....in school.....after school time....
i stay late at school just to be with her......
huh....
now.....its just history.....
i still remember when the last i hold her hand.....
before she went away with her parents......far away from here.....

i trusted her.....
i know that she will not fall to the others.....
i love her very much....
even if we were far.....
but every night.......she was like at my side.....
chit-chatting in facebook....
it was great that we were still connected......
i was glad to be born in the modern year.....
that we have facebook....to keep us connected.....
ehehehehee.....

hhuuuh~
i miss her....
i miss all about her.....
her smile.....her voice.....her soft hand.....
may god bless our relationship.....
hope we were always be together....

 i miss u dear.......
i will always wait for you.........
i know that we can go further......
god bless you.....take care......
I LOVE YOU!

~REMEMBERING YOU~

Forgetting you has been the toughest for me
as I still remember the days
when you looked at me, you
told me that you will never leave me,
you said you will be there for me forever.


Its been weeks since you left me,
and it's gonna be years to me.
but I have been kept waiting for you
thinking you will return one day,
as that day never came by.
But I still remember you and love you
as always I have been doing.

I still remember when I used to love you,
when you meant the world to me,
when I adored you, gave you my heart,
when I gave you my life,
when I held you when you cried.
My tears just roll out when I think all this now.
Now I feel how precious were those times,
when I used to be with you,
when I used to talk to you,
when I used to think about you whole day.

I still remember our memories we made together,
I remember the way you would hug me,
how we sat and talked just for a while,
laughter the way we smiled,
I could feel the intensity of your embrace,
the heat of your breath,
the brightest smile of yours,
the curves of your face, the feel of your hair.
I still remember those golden days.

I still remember the first time we met,
your smile just caught my attention,
where I fell for you.
I still remember those days
where I had to bunk my classes just to meet you,
those days when we used to go for movies.
Its all history now as I am missing all those days,
missing your touch, your feel, your shining brown eyes
in which I used to look at it and admire.

I still remember all the pain, hurt, and fear
we both used to share among each other.
I remember how much I wanted to embrace you in my
arms and not let any thing hurt you.
I still remember how I used to console you
when you were in tears; a hug was all what you needed
I could feel the heartbeat of yours
whenever I used to hug you.
I just cannot forget all of these as I still love you,
from the bottom of my heart.
I'll remember it all until my dying day.
 

TRUE STORY.....

I love You........

OTTEY AK DUNCAN.......

Cheers !!

 

~I feel sad when I look at this picture....this is the picture where I was with her before.....the picture where I meet her.....the picture that I get to know her at this place......I miss this place........miss it very much...like I miss her....I miss her very much........she was far away now.....I'm always gonna miss her......I will remember you always......and I'll keep waiting for you to come back....~  

  ~ I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO~

...I PROMISE...